Tuesday, July 12, 2011
This past week has been really rough and I just need to take a second to vent. I'm back in Raleigh and although I know I am here for a good reason (get my CNA certification, attend school in the Fall, etc.) I just can't get past my homesickness. Last week was SO busy trying to get settled in, starting my class and also starting back at my job here that I didn't have much time to stop and breath or think. I spent this weekend catching up on my sleep, working, studying and missing home. I'm 22 years old and I think I am more homesick right now than I was when I first moved to Raleigh four years ago. I don't know why I am feeling like this, maybe it is because I am used to spending my entire Summer at home and it has been cut short due to this class. Being in Raleigh makes me SO happy but at the same time it makes me extremely sad. And to add to my homesickness, my apartment lease ends in 2 weeks and I currently have no clue where I am going to go. My potential roommate situation fell through last night so that is one more added stress. I just needed to vent and get this out of my head. I know that things happen for a reason and I keep praying for guidance to follow the path I am supposed to be on. I hope everyone has had a marvelous Tuesday!