This past week has been really rough and I just need to take a second to vent. I'm back in Raleigh and although I know I am here for a good reason (get my CNA certification, attend school in the Fall, etc.) I just can't get past my homesickness. Last week was SO busy trying to get settled in, starting my class and also starting back at my job here that I didn't have much time to stop and breath or think. I spent this weekend catching up on my sleep, working, studying and missing home. I'm 22 years old and I think I am more homesick right now than I was when I first moved to Raleigh four years ago. I don't know why I am feeling like this, maybe it is because I am used to spending my entire Summer at home and it has been cut short due to this class. Being in Raleigh makes me SO happy but at the same time it makes me extremely sad. And to add to my homesickness, my apartment lease ends in 2 weeks and I currently have no clue where I am going to go. My potential roommate situation fell through last night so that is one more added stress. I just needed to vent and get this out of my head. I know that things happen for a reason and I keep praying for guidance to follow the path I am supposed to be on. I hope everyone has had a marvelous Tuesday!Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Venting
This past week has been really rough and I just need to take a second to vent. I'm back in Raleigh and although I know I am here for a good reason (get my CNA certification, attend school in the Fall, etc.) I just can't get past my homesickness. Last week was SO busy trying to get settled in, starting my class and also starting back at my job here that I didn't have much time to stop and breath or think. I spent this weekend catching up on my sleep, working, studying and missing home. I'm 22 years old and I think I am more homesick right now than I was when I first moved to Raleigh four years ago. I don't know why I am feeling like this, maybe it is because I am used to spending my entire Summer at home and it has been cut short due to this class. Being in Raleigh makes me SO happy but at the same time it makes me extremely sad. And to add to my homesickness, my apartment lease ends in 2 weeks and I currently have no clue where I am going to go. My potential roommate situation fell through last night so that is one more added stress. I just needed to vent and get this out of my head. I know that things happen for a reason and I keep praying for guidance to follow the path I am supposed to be on. I hope everyone has had a marvelous Tuesday!
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That sounds like such a nightmare! I hope everything gets worked out soon! I would be stressed to the max about figuring out living situations. Last summer when I had to live at school during the summer I was extremely homesick, and I think it's because you typically think of spending summer at home with your family. Hope things get better! I'll be thinking of you!
ReplyDeletei really hope it all works out! i also wish i could help somehow, but i don't think i can. hopefully, now that you've got this all out-a solution will be found soon.
ReplyDeletei'll be thinking about you and sending good vibes!
Good luck with everything. It is probably hard being so busy when you're not "technically" supposed to be there because school hasn't started. Everything with get better!
ReplyDeleteI am home sick right now too and have been on my own, in the same house, for 4 years. I think it just comes and gos. I hope everything gets better for you though! Good luck! :)
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. I'm sure you will get through it all in the end. I get very homesick as well so I understand your feelings!
ReplyDeleteyou know I LOVE you shmanda! I'll say a little prayer for you! <3
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